Reasons To Live✔
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"Just give me a month. 31 days until the 20th June. Please Elyse. Everyday I'll give you a reason to live. I promise you I'll change your mind."
"1 month." I turn around to look at him.
"You won't regret it." He smiles at me, that smile he's so popular for.
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Elyse Carter is struggling with her mental health when Josh Marsh walks right into her life.
Right place, right time- right? If only it was that simple.
31 Days and 31 reasons, is it enough to convince Elyse Carter that life is worth living? Is Josh enough?
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warning: swearing and talk of suicide
date started: 27/11/20
date finished: 13/03/21
{in editing}
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