My dear, death wish
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Last published Mon, Jan 18, 2021
A bad ass, black ass, female assassin. Need I say more?
SMUT-MATURE READERS ONLY
Some scenes and chapters speak about hard topics. If you are sensitive about discussing r*pe, slavery, blood and gore. And domestic violence-I wouldn't suggest reading this. Not only that, their will be EXTREMELY steamy/sexual chapters read at your own risk.
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