Dark eyes (Michael clifford punk au)

The worst thing in life is not being afraid of dying. If they have no fears in their life something is wrong. When the thought of dying makes them smile. That just means they've been in so much pain that they just don't care. They don't care about makeup, the brand of their clothes, the appearance that they are well put together. They look the way they feel. Wearing baggy black clothes because they just want to fade away into the shadows. Their skin becomes as fair as snow. Their lips so pale it appears they have none. And their eyes. All void of emotion and shine. Just like their heart. For now it does not beat, their body just carries on through a schedule it's been trained to follow. They are dying and they couldn't be happier. And the thought of falling asleep and never waking up, had her smiling as she shut off her lights and let tears leak from her eyes.
***um idk if anyone would even want me to write this cuz I'm a nobody. bye***