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For the First Time

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Reads 177
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Parts 2
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Harry Styles.
The boy whom I love.  The boy who is beautiful in every way possible.  The boy who I have every reason to hate but can’t bring myself to it.  I love him with all my heart.  All my soul.  All my everything.  I will always love him.  All ways.  No matter what he does.  I will love him.
He hates me.
I know for a fact he does.  Every day at school he shows it.  He trips me.  He hits me.  He spits on me.  And worst of all.  He laughs about it.  That’s what hurts the most.  That he doesn’t even care to ask if I’m ok.  But he cares to laugh.
It hurts to see him every day.  Him just walking the halls, tormenting me whenever he can.  But, I don’t care about that stuff.
All I care about, is that I love him.
And no one can change that.All Rights Reserved

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You Have Me-- HARRY STLYES by LARRYASF1234

**READ AT YOUR OWN RISK** "It's fucking crazy, because you'd think I'd remember you, I'd remember them, maybe I'd at least remember us! But I don't and it's hurting you and I'm ruinning your life and your fucking job and fuck! I don't know! I don't! Except that maybe I love you and I want to be with you and I want to remember! I do! But I don't! I can't! And I'm sorry.....I'm so fucking sorry" ~Beth.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Half A Heart [Niall Horan Fanfiction] [Completed ✔] by wildchonce

What happens if you suddenly bumped to the person you hate? The person you never wanted to see? The person who hurt you? And especially, the person whom you loved. Warning: very cringy, read at your own risk *wrote this story way way way back when I was just a kid soo* ©wildchonce

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

5 Leagues Above ➸ Larry Stylinson by soin1d

Louis could feel Harry behind him, the hot breath on his neck and the soft hands upon his waist. "You know I do more than tutor, don't you?" Harry whispered softly in his ear. The butterflies in Louis' stomach erupted, but before he could say anything, Harry had him pinned against the wall. Louis smiled when Harry kissed him, and wrapped his hand around the back of Harry's beautiful curls, pulling him in tighter. This felt right. Perfect, in fact. But no one could know... No one could ever know. * * * * * * * * * * * * Louis is the high school jock and the most popular kid in school with a big secret - he's gay. Despite his popularity, Louis feels empty inside. Loneliness consumes him, and Harry - his tutor that he's liked since day one- is the only thing that'll fill that void. Harry is a humble soft boy who knows more about romance than he let on. He tutors Louis multiple times a week and starts out blissfully unaware of Louis' feelings for him. However, he quickly develops feelings of his own and has a hard time hiding them from Louis. As their feelings for one another turn from a spark of interest into a flaming fire of passionate love, it becomes a constant struggle to keep their romance a secret. * * * * * * * * * * * * [Complete] First started: Nov. 5, 2020 First 1,000 reads: Nov. 6, 2020 First 10,000 reads: Nov. 11, 2020 First 50,000 reads: Dec. 5, 2020 Top Ranks: #1 in stylinson #4 in louistomlinson #1 in niallhoran #1 in larrystylinson #1 in louisandharry #1 in 1Dlove #2 in louis

Isn't he Lovely (Larry Stylinson Fanfic) by BradfordBaadBoy

Harry Styles was depressed. No one would bother to mess with him, they were all too afraid. He was really tough, I guess you can say he was a "bad boy". He hated his life and he hated school. He had one friend and his name was Zayn. Harry hated everyone else because they were always so happy, and had no idea what he was going through. Especially Louis Tomlinson. Louis was the most popular kid in school, the class clown. Harry despised him. But what happens when one day they had to team up for a science project worth 60% of their grade? Will they get along in order to finish the project? Or will Harry refuse to work with the guy who makes his life miserable.

Super Powers, Super Friends, and Super Love. (Larry Stylinson fan-fiction) by Hazzaboobears

Harry Styles, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, and Niall Horan all knew they were different from the start. They met each other at school and became instant best friends. You may wonder how they have this sort of power of liking each other instantly, well, let's just say that's not their only power. Harry Styles is probably the flirtiest one out of them all. Niall is 100% the one who is always hungry, though never gets fat. Louis is the hyper one. It's like he just ate his Halloween candy in one day, and that's how hyper he usually is. Of course, Liam is the protective one. Maybe, a little too protective, might I say. Zayn...well...He's just...Zayn. He's careless and mysterious, not letting other people into his problems, and trying to figure out his life his own way. This, is their story. They have super powers. They have super-duper awesome friends. And soon, they don't know this yet, but there is going to be some love also happening at the same time. **The boys are not famous in this story**

Finding The Carrot King by Girlygirlyolo

I just want to get away.....Its like the abuse never stops. My step-dad abuses me almost every day. He tells me that I'm worthless and no one will ever love me......My step-mother is worse! She beats me, cuts me, puts burnt cigarettes on my face and worst of all....she makes my brother rape me. The only time I'm able to live a normal life is in my room where no one can harm me. Its the place where I can sing my heart out and not be tortured more than I should. One day when I woke up my best dreams came true....I can finally leave this Hell-hole!

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You Have Me-- HARRY STLYES

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK "It's fucking crazy, because you'd think I'd remember you, I'd remember them, maybe I'd at least remember us! But I don't and it's hurting you and I'm ruinning your life and your fucking job and fuck! I don't know! I don't! Except that maybe I love you and I want to be with you and I want to remember! I do! But I don't! I can't! And I'm sorry.....I'm so fucking sorry" ~Beth.