The Thoughts that Count
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MatureOngoing12m
Last published Sat, Jan 30, 2021
"You cannot really forget the pain of the past. No matter how hard you try. It will always be right there lurking at the back of your mind, like a lion waiting for the right time to kill its prey and leave permanent scars."
"sometimes it's as small as a grain, on other days it's the lion."
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Genre: Poetry/Short Story
Language: English
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