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Ongoing, First published Jul 12, 2020
This takes place in 2020 but there's no COVID-19 and the other psychotic stuff that's happening. 

Laurens and Alexander are in college (along with their other friends) and Laurens has depression (not doing this to be quirky, doing this bc I don't feel like talking to people about my problems so I'm gonna give them to him

Also, they don't know each other in the beginning. 

Anyways, this is a Lams fanfic because I'm at that part of my Hamilton phase.
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Philophobia [Jamilton]

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Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs