Clarity

Powers.

Extraordinary Abilities.

That's just something that a normal person to live without.

What everyone's wishing to be under their possession, to have a great strength and capabilities of such things that a normal person unable to do. Something bizarre, something rare, and something appears to be surreal for everyone's eyes. Beyond the bounds of possibility to regard as true. These capabilities that'd make them unequal to other people and be ahead of them instead. Capabilities that people underestimated by not believing.

Peculiars, as what they called. They wanted to be someone who's blessed and gifted with special abilities such as moving things using mind, controlling the fire and water, manipulating the weather, reading someone else's mind and everything that a normal person can't do.

Powers that'd fulfill desires and capabilities that'd make them highly exceptional. They wanted to be an extraordinary being that will admire by everyone from afar.

But me.

I don't like being one.

I don't know what I am.

This is way too opposite of their assumption. Truly beyond my expectation.

Because of these powers at my hands, I've lost track of a lot of things.

I've lost myself,

With what I am possessing, it made me a lot different from the person I was.

I kept asking myself.

I don't know who I am.