Was I never enough?
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MatureOngoing16m
Last published Wed, Jan 20, 2021
At the time I was still in One Direction and together with Louis Tomlinson well I WAS until Tomlinson decided that I didn't satisfy him anymore that was when I fell into the deep hole of depression how would I get out I thought to myself as the others silently watched me falling deeper and deeper in the hole I thought I would never escape....
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