Total Chaos
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"We're not over. I just need a break."
"How...how long do you need, Sig?"
"Three months will do, El. I'll be back. And I promise that after three months, I'll be a better person."
I waited.
For three months, my life was a total chaos.
In the first month, someone tried to fix me and gave up. The second month came, Sig finally returned and tried to mend me, but I don't need him anymore. In the third month, someone gave his all for me and grieved for his lost love.
Until she came. She came with a man I can't live without.
I need him and I'll get him.
"Stop, El. Just stop! Stop ruining yourself again."
"I don't care, mom. Is it wrong if it makes me happy?"
She knows that there is no stopping me.
She sobbed...and sobbed...and sobbed for her lost love.
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"Sometimes I wonder, in this vast world of billions, is there truly someone meant for me? Or am I destined to be one of the unlucky ones, growing old alone?" I let out a bitter laugh. I watched her, her fingers gently tracing the lines of her sketchpad. It felt like only yesterday I met her, but her quiet presence resonated with a familiarity that felt almost ancient. Was it possible that our souls had known each other for lifetimes? I knew I shouldn't be staring, knew my feelings were wrong, misplaced in this situation, but I couldn't stop the thought from blooming in my mind. If there was someone meant for her, someone destined to share her life, I couldn't help but wish that person was me.
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