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Hi. I am Shivangi Joshi. I thought life was supposed to be the best of it. No matter the twists and turns, it was supposed to give the best experience one could ever have. I don't believe in fairytales. But, the ones that are told, are itself a breathing break, I didn't know. My perspective of life is twisted at odd angles when I see the perfect, golden boy of our school, Darshan Raval. 

He is the perfect definition of a 'Golden Human Being'. He smiles, no matter what the situation is. He is the captain of the school cricket team. He is the freaking topper of the class. And, in comparison to him, I feel like a sore loser! 

I never believe in fairy tales. But, he is like the prince from the fairytale that the people talk about.


NOTE: MIGHT TALK ABOUT SELF HARM AND SUICIDE ATTEMPTS. KEEP AWAY IF IT TRIGGERS YOU. 

(#1 in #darshanravaldz in July)All Rights Reserved

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Doubts 2 by SherryB915

Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.

How to Find Purpose and Peace: Why Am I Here? by tacocat91

Why am I here? What is my purpose? What is the meaning of life? Why am I alive? It seems that since the dawn of time we have been asking ourselves this very question. Kings and philosophers have puzzled and theorized, and paupers and plebeians toil under the sun wondering if there's more to life. Even today we seem to be frantically running here or there trying to get the latest scoop, wondering if someone has finally figured it out. People look high and low, and they try a number of things only to still feel unhappy and dissatisfied. In my own life, the only thing that has made me truly happy and given me peace for my soul is God. He has been the chief help in combating my anxiety and depression. For me, God has been the foundation that I've placed my life around and have built my identity. I write about how I've found purpose, peace and how you can too! Jesus loves you and has an amazing plan for your life! Buckle up, and let's read about the purpose of your life and how to find real peace!

MINE ❤. by nasha_4

I love you. You love me. I hate you, you love me. I love you till the end of the universe, Your love does not end at the end of the universe. we fight battle with an unknown enemy. Years of tears, blood shed and distance , dont know where you have gone . Left behind is an empty heart of stone. it started beating again ,when you Came back, but it is too Scared to continue beating in the hollow of my chest uncertainty of where this would end. Not sure, we could have a happily ever after,Too scared, that it might stop beating again, if i let you in and you leave again. TO hell, All those reasons, I am ready to die for spending even a minute, if i get with you before i die. I want you to be mine forever. even if our forever ends this very second, you would Still be mine. Meet Vijay The Ruthless, Devil.A deadly look is all it takes for your Soul to leave your body. ==== Imagine, if he directly Kills , it would be the worst nightmare to watch. Now, meet, Dhara, The Adorable Angel, but Not the Sweet innocent girl you meet in every fairytale. you die if you mess with her. she puts everything to save her loved ones. Every one would have 2 sides. Love for the loved ones! Hate for Haters!! It is not always a fairytale...It is not perfect, yet still, it is their love story, a fairytale written with blood. whose blood it is yet to be decided! He can kill for love. She can die for Love. She Can take all his hate for love. He Cant bring himself to hate her, even if he wants to. Remember: Not the usual fairytale. Disclaimer: This story is completely different from my previous Stories. for a change, ive tried to write differently. To explore different ways of lives I Sincerely apologise if anyone would be offended by reading any part of the story. I can understand, Everyone has their Own opinions. and i respect it. Thanks for reading, Hope you would like it!!! 🤞 CAUTION: MATURE CONTENT!! All copy rights reserved!! Plz do not copy 🙏

Hers Professor {Completed} by Vairaag

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[Completed] Why is it that no matter how many times I go back, I can never seem to save you? ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ A Bakudeku story ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ TRIGGER WARNING! This is the largest sensitive-topic book I've written, so warning for bad writing. Contains: Depression Trauma Self-Harm Suicide Swearing Death Gore ⬇ ⬇ ⬇ I'm sorry if you don't like it, but PLEASE no hate (I'm nervous about even releasing this book...). Besides that, I'm really excited to start this- this is my most favourite ships in the universe!!! Be potates! ~Spud🥔

I Can Make It Right - A Darshan Raval Fan Fiction by Nehhaa_

We had it all, didn't we? The love, the peace, the trust. But somehow the empire we built came crashing down. And the love we felt was replaced by anger and hate. I never wanted anything like this to happen... We both made mistakes and sometimes it too much. Remember, all the good times we had. The I Love Yous we said. Because I do. Haven't I told you that I love the way you look deeply into my eyes. I told everyone that...I'm good. I lied, I wasn't Okey. Now I see you're happy without me. It tears me apart. Cause I loved you more than anything. I wanted to fix it but... You have changed. I beg you to stay but you left... Should I move on? No matter how many times I tell to move me...I just can't. I can't love someone else anymore. My heart wants you. I need you. But I want to be happy. I want to learn how to live without you. I'm still learning how to. Just watch, I'll show you what you've lost. I know we didn't work out but I still love you and respect you as a person. Cause we once loved eachother and that would never change. I'll find someone new and may be he'll love me more than you loved me. For now, I'll save my own heart from torn apart. THE PEOPLE YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ARE THE PEOPLE WHO CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU. Thank you, for the love, for making me special and breaking my heart as well. Thank you for everything that you've done. We had it all. But now it's the time to MOVE ON. - Rishita.

Red - Depressed Kirishima x Bakugo by gzerbe13

"You know, my favorite color wasn't always red." Kirishima said to me while we sat outside on the fire escape. We were looking at the sunset. The sky was full of beautiful, bright reds and oranges. "What? Really? What was it? I asked out of curiosity, "It was actually silver at one point." "Silver? You don't seem like a silver kind of person." "Yeah. Silver. One day in middle school, I picked up something silver and tried to color with it. Every time I tried, it turned red. I eventually learned to love red more than anything in the world and wanted nothing more than to see it roll down my wrists." He said. It didn't take me long to realize what he was talking about. Cutting. ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ ⚠️Anxiety ⚠️Depression ⚠️Self Harm ⚠️Suicidal thoughts / tendencies / actions ⚠️ Death

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

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Part 2 of "Doubts" It was that same feeling I felt deep inside me the day my grandparents left me. My stomach began to cringe. My throat was in knots. My breathing had gotten hard. My instincts were telling me something just wasn't right. I felt useless and alone... I had always knew pain my whole life but this was next level. That feeling of holding back and regret filled my veins with agony. I was lost in my thoughts. My heart felt colder and colder with every minute that passed by. Who am I ? Who am I really ? What is my purpose in this life that I lived? That I once knew ..... why did this bad luck fall upon my life? What did I do to deserve this ? I'm cursed. I have to be. I cried so much in that hospital bed that no tears seemed to want to fall anymore. I had no tears left in me to shed. When Akeem left this room, I knew it would be the last time that I would see him. My better half. My Ace. My love. My husband. My life. Gone. Forever. It wasn't confirmed but I knew it. I just knew it. Life fucked me hard. So why not throw it back.