Blood,
Is the only thing that I smell, see, even hearing it dripping from the walls. Her presences is flowing through the air like fire. The smell is thick and everywhere, my wide fearful eyes are in every corner, my shivering body waiting. Waiting for her to just get it over with.
"What do you want?"
My wishper is shaky and desperate, my arms covering myself like I'm naked, I feel naked. Theres silence in the air, my lower lip trembling.
"Just let me go"
At my words I hear something like scratching behind me, I jump turning around quickly, the glass in my hand cuts through my skin. Getting in the best fighting stance I can muster.
But theres nothing behind me, I look up to see a black speaker on the wall, and I hear her voice. The voice that's been hunting me, following me, It's so calm and chill like a lullaby, but the kind of lullaby that you dont wont, the kind that makes shivers and makes you want to run away.
"Ohh but why Eileen heart your just to much fun"
Arthur kinnzie grassman.
Mias Diary is a murder thriller that I made up, i always read other murder mystery books, and watch movies and I decided I want to make my own book that I created. I want to work on a book that I love and enjoy writing. When I thought of this book and wrote some plans on how I want it to go, i instantly felt a connection with it.
So writers and people who want to become writers write what makes you feel happy and it's fun to write.
But anywho thank you for reading my book comment and let me know what you think, it whould really help and tell me if I mess up on anything, even give me writing tips, And ask questions.
I also have another story, that is apocalypse if you guys want to read it its called 'my last breath' go check it out and i think that's it.
***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences***
In which she looks for the purpose of life.
Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible.
With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness?
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"So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit.
His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that"
"What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears.
"Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek.
I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place.
"I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again.
Why?
There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add.
Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.