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Lilly is running away from an abusive home. She takes her first option to escape by joining a band called 'Cryptic Lights' on tour. What she expected to be a fun journey turns out to be the opposite, where her life is thrown around like a baseball, causing traumatic stress and emotional pain. All while falling in love with a member of the band named Harry. Should she just have stayed back at her terrible home and waited a few more months until she was 18 to leave legally... maybe it would have been easier then the journey of this sadistic love story.

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CONTAINS: Abuse/Self harm/Death/Sexual content/Drugs/Violence and crimes/Strong and vulgar language/Mental health issues

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Adversity ~ H.S. by thenightischanging

"What's a sweet woman like you doing here all by herself?" His voice is low and raspy, it's hot. He reaches down and tucks a strand of my hair behind my left ear, waiting for my reply. "I'm not sweet. Go back to your table." I tell him firmly. A glimmer of shock passes over his eyes, it's probably the first time he's been rejected. "Playing hard to get, I like it. I don't follow instructions though." he tilts his head as he speaks. "You're a tough shell to crack, I don't know how to read you." "Maybe that's because I don't want you to read me, maybe my pages are better off hidden." I respond, keeping him on his toes and being completely honest. // Maddison Levine and Harry Styles met one night at a grungy bar, she knows he's too pure for her. She turns him down using every last piece of self restraint she has, she can't have him. But Harry doesn't play by the rules, he knows what he wants and he'll get her at any costs; only he doesn't realise how exactly how much she will cost...

Saving Styles by sarbearfive

Sometimes in life we stumble upon someone by accident who opens up an entirely different world that we never knew could exist. They change us, make us better and ensure that no matter what happens we can never go back to being the same person we were before them. They set your heart on fire and make you feel like the cracks in your soul were somehow made for them to fill, as if they are a part of you that you never realized was missing. Can love really heal all? Or will they both be destroyed by the things that broke them in the first place? Harry and Hannah are in for the fight of their lives, the ultimate battle between a broken heart and a dark past. "You once asked me who saves me and I didn't have an answer. Well, I did, but I was too chicken shit to say it. It's you. You save me. You are my light. When I look into your eyes, it's like it shines on the darkest parts of my soul and I suddenly feel like maybe things aren't so bad, like maybe I deserve better. But sometimes when I look at you, I see that same darkness dimming your light, like I do the opposite to you that you do to me. Out all of the shitty things I've done in my life, I hate myself for that the most." ***Absolutely NO translating or reposting of this story. NO EXCEPTIONS.

$Easy Habit {h.s.} by tobesostyless_$

"𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵." "𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩.. 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩." "𝘋𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺?" "𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨." "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.. 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘪𝘵'𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶." "𝘎𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘵." Not completed/ will not be finishing <3 slight miss spellings throughout the fic! --- © All Rights Reserved

Escape by HarrESgirl

Harry cherished Hannah's heart even when it was in someone else's hands.*** A marriage contract, an abusive husband and a forbidden love force Hannah to want to escape. But will she find the courage to free herself and run into the arms of the man she was destined to love? *** Winner of the 2016 Love Awards. (My first ever award for my work!!! Thank you to those who voted!) ***WARNING: Explicit Sexual Content, Strong Language, Verbal Abuse & Domestic Violence. (In no way am I condoning VA or DV nor am I being disrespectful to those who have gone through it.) ***The boys are not One Direction in this book, but I've kept their characteristics/personalities. ***Harry Styles is mentally challenged in this book. He is a sweetheart who falls in love. ***If you're a Niall girl, please don't read. You'll hate me. If you're a Harry/Liam/Louis/Zayn girl, proceed. ©2016 copyright HarrESgirl, all rights reserved.

Stay with Me (A Niall Horan Fan Fiction) by Liya_Loves_1D

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Adversity ~ H.S.

"What's a sweet woman like you doing here all by herself?" His voice is low and raspy, it's hot. He reaches down and tucks a strand of my hair behind my left ear, waiting for my reply. "I'm not sweet. Go back to your table." I tell him firmly. A glimmer of shock passes over his eyes, it's probably the first time he's been rejected. "Playing hard to get, I like it. I don't follow instructions though." he tilts his head as he speaks. "You're a tough shell to crack, I don't know how to read you." "Maybe that's because I don't want you to read me, maybe my pages are better off hidden." I respond, keeping him on his toes and being completely honest. // Maddison Levine and Harry Styles met one night at a grungy bar, she knows he's too pure for her. She turns him down using every last piece of self restraint she has, she can't have him. But Harry doesn't play by the rules, he knows what he wants and he'll get her at any costs; only he doesn't realise how exactly how much she will cost...