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My Regrets

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He bullied you. He put you in the hospital more than once. You were his childhood friend, you looked up to him. You got hurt because of him yet, you tried to stand strong. He felt good putting you down. To make you feel worthless, unwanted, useless. Truth is, he was just stressed with everything happening. U.A exams, grades, his home life, everything was getting too much. His so-called friends didn't help either, if anything they just made things worse by annoying the shit out of him. So, he found a way to release that stress by taking it out on you. Until he started going too far, he started punching harder, kicking harder, throwing you harder, breaking your arm when he could. You couldn't take much more, that's what your gut was telling you. And it was right. He ended up putting inside a hospital, nothing new, except, you were in a coma.
This is a story of how he dealt with the guilt, the guilt of hurting you so badly. The guilt of changing your personality so much, to the point where you're a completely different person.


•Katsuki x Reader
•Self Harm
•Suicidal Thoughts
•Bulling
•Mature Themes/Gore
•Mature Language
•Trauma
•Plot Holes
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'Cause The Hardest Part Of This, Is Leaving (you.) ~|| К. ᙖᥲƙᥙɠo||~ od Mix412

∘⋆⋅✯⋅⋆∘ Once, you were a rising hero; empathetic, powerful, and selfless to a fault. Then everything shattered. The war. The betrayal. The loss. You died and came back to a world that had no place for you anymore. Now, you walk the wreckage with a ghost beside you, wearing a mask you didn't choose. Branded a traitor, a murderer, a lost cause-but they don't know what you've given. They don't know what you've lost. They don't know that you're still giving, even when there's nothing left of you but scraps and instinct. You help where you can. You hurt when you have to. And when Bakugo Katsuki finds you again-after all this time, after all you've become-you realize some things never stopped aching. Some people never stopped loving. But the world isn't done testing you. Not when a new threat is rising. Not when your guilt is growing louder than your heartbeat. Not when you're the only one who can put a stop to what's coming. It's brutal. It's soft. It's aching. And it begins with the girl who gave too much, and still chose to give more. ∘⋆⋅✯⋅⋆∘ Pro-hero!Katsuki x Vigilante!Fem!Reader / Ex-hero!Reader Aged-Up (ofc) ‼️Contains: Murder/Death Alcohol Use of Vulgar Language Angst Trauma Mentions of assault All pics I use are from Pinterest, English is not my first language so please be kind.

●COMPLETED● Facade (BNHA Fanfiction) od hgffghhhhh

●COMPLETED● (Fa-cade) noun An outward appearance that is maintained to conceal a less pleasant or creditable reality. Bakugou Katsuki kept up the Facade his entire life. Nobody knows the truth. About the pain he feels when having to go home for the holidays. The pain when he's alone in his bed at night, not being able to sleep. The pain he feels when any one of his friends write him off as strong. Or temper-filled. Or anger-issued. They don't know the truth. They don't know anything! And how Katsuki wanted to tell them. The things he's gone through. But people wouldn't care. He's Bakugou fucking Katsuki. He's the strong, loud, violent, and angry one. The one with no feelings at all. Or not being able to... feel. When all he does is feel. All he does is drown his emotions in drinks, drugs, and blades. But if he spoke out, they'd hate him. Hate him for what he got himself into. For the way he got addicted to the drinking, smoking, and cutting so easily. So fast. And his mother didn't care. She's never cared. He opened up, and she told him to toughen up. To just... be anything... but himself. Be a Facade. ~~~ Just FWI, I freaking love Mitsuki. But, she is a 'bit' abusive towards Katsuki. And that time she hit him in front of Aizawa and All Might, he acted like it happens daily. (Which I'm sure it does) UPDATE: nvm I hate Mitsuki (I'm not sorry-) Warnings! Cutting Underage Drinking Smoking Drugs Abuse Attempted Suicide Eating Disorders Couples (Please don't drop the story cause of these. Most these are background) Shinkami JirouxSero IidaxOchako TsuxTokoyami Tododeku Kiribaku

My Savior od NaLu911

All it took was one mission. One mission to ruin Bakugo's career. His confidence. His will to keep going. Unable to cope, he leaves everything he knows behind and turns to the streets, where he turns to alcohol. It's been months since he disappeared without a trace, but nobody's giving up. New missing posters are hung every week, and his family searches the city every night. As he gets colder from the harsh winter, he slips further away. He thought he was untraceable. He thought he would live the rest of his life drunk and alone. Until the only person who has seen every side of him shows up and takes him home, vowing to help him recover. ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ -Gore -Adult Language -Depression and other mental health problems -Alcoholisms -Death of minors (children specifically) -Smut

[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] od KacchanTheDuck

Katsuki Bakugou in here, is completely different than in the actual anime. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ In here he is calm, don't want to be in any crowds, don't like attention. He is really quiet and Izuku is really different too than in anime. He is the bully. He always bullied Katsuki. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ All the story is about depressed Bakugou's life. How he was abused, went to school, when he had his problems and many, many more. Hope you enjoy my story! ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ☞︎︎︎While reading my story be aware of:☜︎︎︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Aʙᴜsᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏᴜɢʜᴛs/ᴀᴄᴛs• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Rᴀᴘᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴛᴄ.• ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ⚠︎ Rebember! When you need help, you feel depressed or anything like that - go to someone, talk. It's not good to hide it deep inside. You can talk to your family, friend that you trust, therapist. Anyone, even me. But not to someone that you don't trust, someone that seems fake and toxic, someone you don't know or anything like that. They can really hurt you. ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ Now enjoy my story! Hope you like it! ♡︎

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku od Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

Midoriya's Breaking Points od letmereadson

Izuku Midoriya been living a pretty crappy life. Being born quirkless, being bullied by Bakugo and the rest of his group. His father working overseas, his mother constantly worrying about his depression, and even worse. His disability. Follow Midoriya in his breaking points Warning: Suicidal intents, Depression, Bullying, Self-harm, Heartbreak If you cannot handle those, this story is not for you. If you need help with those topics listed, receive help, from family, friends or even myself. You are not alone, and you are loved. Credit to the artist for the cover!

My Bully Saved Me ~ Depressed Deku od gzerbe13

"You know, it's funny...my bully, Of all people, saved me." I teased. "That's it, you're dead." Bakugo stood up from where he sat, beginning to try and chase me around the park. "Same old usual." Kirishima laughed, "I wouldn't have it any other way, though." ⚠️TRIGGERS⚠️ - Self Harm - Suicidal thoughts / tendencies I don't claim to own Haikyu, I only claim rights to my storyline and cover

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] od wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

What Happened to me? (Depressed Bakugo X Kirishima od BakuB0tt0mReligion

This is a story about a depressed, abused, and suicidal Bakugo. When he was saved from the villains he started acting differently much more quiet and less....Bakugo. What happens when his Closest friends the bakusqaud find cutting? What will Kirishima think? Will they help him through the pain?...will Kirishima, or will they sit back while Their friend is dying inside committing suicide? Read to find out. ⚠️WARNING⚠️ Includes: Cutting/other self harm Abuse Suicide thoughts Rape Kidnapping Tempt of suicide AND MORE EMOTIONAL STUFF!! If you are sensitive to these kind of things...do. Not. Read. Thank you! Enjoy.

Lead Me Out Of The Dark - [Bakugou x Reader] od katsubuns

Your last year at UA was supposed to be the best one yet, you were close to graduation and class 3-A was certain that it would be a year none of you would ever forget. But the accident changed everything. When you woke up, almost all your memories of your time at UA had gone missing, leaving you confused and isolated. You were lucky to meet the mysterious Yami during your stay at the hospital, he was like a saving grace to you. Little did you know that nothing was as it seemed and that letting him into your life would cause a series of events that would quickly spiral out of control. While everyone was trying to save you from the person you were becoming, nobody realised that there was another person that needed saving: Bakugou Katsuki, your boyfriend. Because even though you had kept your relationship a secret, your feelings for each other had been real. Unfortunately, while his love for you was as strong as ever, you had forgotten everything, and it was slowly tearing him apart.

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'Cause The Hardest Part Of This, Is Leaving (you.) ~|| К. ᙖᥲƙᥙɠo||~ cover

●COMPLETED● Facade (BNHA Fanfiction) cover

My Savior cover

[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] cover

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku cover

Midoriya's Breaking Points cover

My Bully Saved Me ~ Depressed Deku cover

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] cover

What Happened to me? (Depressed Bakugo X Kirishima cover

Lead Me Out Of The Dark - [Bakugou x Reader] cover

'Cause The Hardest Part Of This, Is Leaving (you.) ~|| К. ᙖᥲƙᥙɠo||~

∘⋆⋅✯⋅⋆∘ Once, you were a rising hero; empathetic, powerful, and selfless to a fault. Then everything shattered. The war. The betrayal. The loss. You died and came back to a world that had no place for you anymore. Now, you walk the wreckage with a ghost beside you, wearing a mask you didn't choose. Branded a traitor, a murderer, a lost cause-but they don't know what you've given. They don't know what you've lost. They don't know that you're still giving, even when there's nothing left of you but scraps and instinct. You help where you can. You hurt when you have to. And when Bakugo Katsuki finds you again-after all this time, after all you've become-you realize some things never stopped aching. Some people never stopped loving. But the world isn't done testing you. Not when a new threat is rising. Not when your guilt is growing louder than your heartbeat. Not when you're the only one who can put a stop to what's coming. It's brutal. It's soft. It's aching. And it begins with the girl who gave too much, and still chose to give more. ∘⋆⋅✯⋅⋆∘ Pro-hero!Katsuki x Vigilante!Fem!Reader / Ex-hero!Reader Aged-Up (ofc) ‼️Contains: Murder/Death Alcohol Use of Vulgar Language Angst Trauma Mentions of assault All pics I use are from Pinterest, English is not my first language so please be kind.

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