My Regrets
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He bullied you. He put you in the hospital more than once. You were his childhood friend, you looked up to him. You got hurt because of him yet, you tried to stand strong. He felt good putting you down. To make you feel worthless, unwanted, useless. Truth is, he was just stressed with everything happening. U.A exams, grades, his home life, everything was getting too much. His so-called friends didn't help either, if anything they just made things worse by annoying the shit out of him. So, he found a way to release that stress by taking it out on you. Until he started going too far, he started punching harder, kicking harder, throwing you harder, breaking your arm when he could. You couldn't take much more, that's what your gut was telling you. And it was right. He ended up putting inside a hospital, nothing new, except, you were in a coma.
This is a story of how he dealt with the guilt, the guilt of hurting you so badly. The guilt of changing your personality so much, to the point where you're a completely different person.
•Katsuki x Reader
•Self Harm
•Suicidal Thoughts
•Bulling
•Mature Themes/Gore
•Mature Language
•Trauma
•Plot Holes
•Unedited
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