Heaven's message throughout time

All my life, I struggled with my identity in both a physical and spiritual sense. I questioned everything. As time went on, I grew restless is my confusion. Fueled by anger and resentment, I declared war against the Almighty, and I swore my loyalty to His infamous enemy. After eight years of walking this path, I began to question the Almighty in His motives. Wickedness and evil is all I knew, yet I was spared from death at every turn. Why death couldn't claim me began to confuse me even further. I began to doubt my opinions about the Spirit I hated. When I finally gave up all hope, a calm voice in my soul presented me with two choices. Unknown to me, the decision I made is the key to changing everything that I don't like about my life. As I experienced trials and revelations, I discovered that my assumed enemy is my only ally. Now the tables are turned, and I feel I must share what I went through, and I am determined to tell the world what I learned.