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A Table For Two

Reads 161
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Parts 5
Time 50m

Reads 161
Votes 8
Parts 5
Time 50m

angst bad cooking debt depression friends high insomnia lonely mom moving mute outcast poor sad school

im tired. im lonely. im quiet. im broken. im angry.
let's be real: im not okay.

and sometimes, on cold nights when the house im staying at is empty and the people i know are distant, it occurs to me that ... there is no such thing as okay.
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angst bad cooking debt depression friends high insomnia lonely mom moving mute outcast poor sad school

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Back Into The Void

Being void of emotions doesn't mean having no emotions. It's pretending you're okay until you almost believe it. Until you don't remember how it felt before. Until numb becomes a personality. Until someone says "Are you okay?" and you almost start crying because no one's asked in months. And when someone finally reaches in - when someone finally cares - you want to run. Because hope is more terrifying than pain. Because being saved means admitting you need saving. Because the void tells you: they'll leave too. The worst part of the void isn't being alone. It's remembering what it felt like not to be. I wish I had never met him. Kilian was the one who took me out the void. Now that he's gone. What do I do? The void is calling it's dragging me back into it's dark cold infinite walls...what do I do Kilian?