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A Table For Two

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Reads 152
Votes 8
Parts 5
Time 50m

angst bad cooking debt depression friends high insomnia lonely mom moving mute outcast poor sad school

im tired. im lonely. im quiet. im broken. im angry.
let's be real: im not okay.

and sometimes, on cold nights when the house im staying at is empty and the people i know are distant, it occurs to me that ... there is no such thing as okay.
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angst bad cooking debt depression friends high insomnia lonely mom moving mute outcast poor sad school

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