Lost in thought //completed //
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Deku was alway depressed ever since him dad left and his mom blamed him for being quirkless also from kacchan bulling him. He wanted to end it all but they didn't let him.
(Kiribakudeku)
Ps. I don't spell good and I don't own mha ar the picture only some
This is my first book (year or two later why tf do y'all read this) 🤝
This book has self harm, a little abuse , self hate , three way ship
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