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Parts 18
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Deku was alway depressed ever since him dad left and his mom blamed him for being quirkless also from kacchan bulling him. He wanted to end it all but they didn't let him.
(Kiribakudeku)


Ps. I don't spell good and I don't own mha ar the picture only some


This is my first book (year or two later why tf do y'all read this) 🤝


This book has self harm, a little abuse , self hate , three way shipAll Rights Reserved

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A Femboy To Rember by Animestorywriting

Izuku Midoriya is a boy that has gone through hell and back. He was bullied for not having a quirk all through middle school by his "best friend" Katsuki Bakugo. Then out of the blue, he gained a quirk. His quirk is called "Emotional Damage". It isn't as bad as it sounds. It just means that when someone is faced with torture or something similar to it you will gain a quirk. It's pretty rare so he doesn't use it much. This quirk allows the owner to have a certain thing happen to him based on his emotions. Deku had gone through a Femboy phase so he just goes with it now, no matter what people say or think and somehow got a harem along the way. He has grown mentally and physically tough so it's hard to get to his heart. Will his harem the consist of his classmates be able to break down the layers to this badass femboy's heart or not. We will see~ ⚠️CONTAINS⚠️ mentions of suicide,cursing and Femboy/Badass Deku cause why not 😗💅 ꕥᵈⁱˢᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉᵈꕥ P . S : Please if you do not like the very heavy usage of misspelling, cursing , talk of suicide , Femboy Deku please exit this story . I wish to remind all that this book was created when I was younger and so I did not have much knowledge on the topic of story writing . The layout of the book changes from a stage play to heavy paragraphs so beware of that. But please enjoy my other recent books made with better writing and less spelling errors.

You're Going Down a Dark Path Midoriya by ABURDENandBORED

Izuku Midoriya is sick, but chooses to ignore his symptoms. As the day moved forward his condition gets worse. Throughout the story, Deku gets dragged into troubling situations, and is forced to make a few bad decisions along the way. Disclaimer: I don't own mha or any of the characters. I also don't own the cover or any other pictures I may use. I kinda suck at writing so yeah... sorry. If you find any errors please comment. There will probably be a lot knowing me. Oh also if you are triggered by vomit, sickness, drugs, cussing, or blood then I recommend not reading this. That probably goes without saying.

Karma's A B**** (Suicidal Deku AU) [DISCONTINUED] by -We_All_Need_Jesus-

"You know what they say Kacchan.....Karma's a bitch." ------------------------------------------ [DISCONTINUED] Hello! This is a suicidal Deku story. But just to warn ya! ⚠️⚠️this story is gonna include: cutting, anorexia, suicidal thoughts, suicidal attempts, and death.⚠️⚠️ So if you are sensitive to any of these topics, I suggest you do NOT read this story! ‼️THIS STORY IS NOT A BAKUDEKU STORY. IT WAS NEVER A BAKUDEKU STORY, AND NEVER WILL BE‼️ -Also I do not own any of the characters in this story nor do I own the art I use in the chapters. The fan art or the quotes I use in chapters were all found on google.

Depression || Dadzawa || BakuDeku || Bakugo x Midoriya || Depressed Deku by trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, ed (sort of), panic attacks Disclaimer: None of the photos I used belong to me in any way. I found them on Instagram without any credits. I do not own any of the characters mentioned in this book. ____________________________________ "Good. Now I want to ask you. Can you please roll up your sleeves for a second?" I widened my eyes. "Wha- what?" Did I just hear that right? Wh- ____________________________________ Deku has high functioning depression but no one knows it until one day Mr. Aizawa caught him selfharming in school and Bakugou notices how weird his childhood friend and crush is acting. Suddenly Deku's mother disappeared without a trace and no one seems to know where she could be. Not even Bakugou's mother knows where she was and decided to let Deku live with them until they could find Deku's mom. When Deku saw how much Bakugou cares about him, he started to fall in love with him but his depression kept destroying his life. His thoughts got worse and darkened from day to day until he wasn't able to keep himself alive any minute longer. Will he survive? ____________________________________ PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME This story contains spelling mistakes and stuff but sometimes I'm too blind to see them, I'm sorry 🏃🏼 Happy ending ____________________________________ 2🏅 bakudeku; Feb. 8th 2021 2🏅 dadzawa; Feb. 8th 2021 13🏅 sad: Feb. 26th 2021 1🏅 imfine: Mar. 25th 2021 1🏅 depression: Apr. 14th 2021

$Guess Who //Villain Deku AU\\ by Takyio$

After realizing that Izuku couldn't be a hero he still never gave up. Not until he was told he couldn't be one from his all time favorite hero, All might. Deku had no reason to live anymore, he hated his life. He was even told to commit suicide by his childhood friend that he was madly in love with. His crush hated him. He was also going to UA, one of the top schools out there. His crush was going to leave him for a stupid school, His Kacchan was breaking up with him. ⚠🚨 I should probably make this clear before y'all ready ⚠🚨 This fan fiction may talk about heavy stuff such as: *suicide *sexual harassment (I mean serious!) *angst *smut *gore *extremely heavy language * and some homophobic (really just one line) Please, if anything makes you uncomfortable that is listed above read with caution! Please be safe children ⚠🚨 KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION!! This is my interpretation of how I believe this AU of mha would be. Bc of this I do not support the actions of some twisted characters! Again, this is a interpretation of how I think villian deku who like hero Bakugo would end up as!

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] by katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

Abandoned by Didget404

They had caught him, thinking that mere handcuffs could contain his quirk. They kept him under constant supervision, knowing that he could escape and kill them at any given opportunity. They tried talking to him, helping him, believing they could break the young villain. They offered him a chance to redeem himself, hoping he would take it. There was only one small problem they faced... Deku would not allow himself to break. (⚠️ WARNING!!! This book contains elements of suicide, panic attacks, and the deaths of family members. Please read with caution, and discontinue reading if you get uncomfortable in any way!) (Started: August 27th, 2020) (Completed: March 26th, 2021) #1 in Kacchan for a while lmao 🥴

suicidal deku by Sleepless29

this is one of my first fanfics (being edited) deku have finally given up and decided to take kaachans advice.... So I dont really have a plan for this story so I just going to write what ever based on the previous chapter. So I dont know what this story will end like. I will keep updating tags and the description based on what is happening in the story ^hope this makes sense. Description edit: I guess there is gonna be katsudeku. Lol SECOND BOOK HAS BEEN PUBLISHED "WE HAVE EACH OTHER"

scars can fade [bakudeku] by MiraculousLazybug

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

Coldest Nights (BakuDeku) by KatsukisBlanket

Throughout the years, Deku and Kacchan's relationship has been known to be troublesome. Yet, nobody understands the reason behind it and why that reason had an effect on them. However, as Class 1-A gets a small break due to villain attacks, unexpected interactions between the two start to appear. A school trip took Class 1-A to a prodigious forest in order for the students to strengthen their quirks. Along with that, Bakugo and Midoriya get to discover each other's feelings in more depth. This mostly happens when they get lost in that massive forest. ------- Keep in mind that there would be: - Not-appropiate language 👌 - Fluff 🌸 - Gay 😎🤝 ------- *SHORT STORY* Cover and Art made by me. Start: 21.2.21 Finish: 2.3.21 Ps. First ever story I made on Wattpad, so of course it is damn shitty. (This is cringy as fuc-)

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Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] cover

Abandoned cover

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scars can fade [bakudeku] cover

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A Femboy To Rember

Izuku Midoriya is a boy that has gone through hell and back. He was bullied for not having a quirk all through middle school by his "best friend" Katsuki Bakugo. Then out of the blue, he gained a quirk. His quirk is called "Emotional Damage". It isn't as bad as it sounds. It just means that when someone is faced with torture or something similar to it you will gain a quirk. It's pretty rare so he doesn't use it much. This quirk allows the owner to have a certain thing happen to him based on his emotions. Deku had gone through a Femboy phase so he just goes with it now, no matter what people say or think and somehow got a harem along the way. He has grown mentally and physically tough so it's hard to get to his heart. Will his harem the consist of his classmates be able to break down the layers to this badass femboy's heart or not. We will see~ ⚠️CONTAINS⚠️ mentions of suicide,cursing and Femboy/Badass Deku cause why not 😗💅 ꕥᵈⁱˢᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵉᵈꕥ P . S : Please if you do not like the very heavy usage of misspelling, cursing , talk of suicide , Femboy Deku please exit this story . I wish to remind all that this book was created when I was younger and so I did not have much knowledge on the topic of story writing . The layout of the book changes from a stage play to heavy paragraphs so beware of that. But please enjoy my other recent books made with better writing and less spelling errors.