SHOW ME THE MEANING
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  • Reads 19
  • Votes 2
  • Parts 14
  • Time 47m
Ongoing, First published Jul 16, 2020
What is the meaning of love? I have come so far in life... well as far as sixteen years but my experience is actually something to write home about.

People place so much emphasis on that special feeling called love that it doesn't just make sense. You have a daughter but because you love your wife so much that you couldn't be without her even after cancer took her, you decided to kill yourself... that's not love, that selfishness. 

  Everybody thinks they got their lives figured out once that feeling of love happens, what they don't know is that, they don't. It is as simple as that. 
And yes, this also includes me, but you want to know the difference between me and them, I know this little fact and I have embraced it and it has and will continue to help me for the better... they don't, so they will continue to move around in circle.
And if you haven't noticed, this is me. Poor little orphan whose relatives from the father side has gotten tired of, now it's the turn of my mother relatives.  Her twin sister to be precise. 
Moving to a new town in nowhere Arizona, I was prepared to have my world remain the same. 

Who knew that in nowhere Arizona, I would be taught lessons about life, not the ones I have concluded were all that matters.
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