Love Hotline (bxb)

~Warnings~
~Cussing~
~Suicide Mention~
~Suicide~
~Suicidal Thoughts~
~Mental Disorder~
~Mental Health~
~Self-Harm~

~This story is about a young, 19 year old male who is diagnosed with depression and anxiety. He was diagnosed after his mother's death. Her loss took a toll on his health and mental health. As he has started attempting suicide ever since he was 13 years old. Every time though he was stopped by someone or it just wasn't the right time. Just in case he ever did commit suicide though he would always have suicide notes prepared. His therapist has always recommended him suicide lines. But she doesn't know that he has tried committing suicide or does self harm. He had never trusted his therapist because if you think or try suicide and tell them they have to report it to a hospital. People may be scared of anti-depressants or pills to help mental illness and maybe that's why they don't want to go to a hospital. But he just doesn't want to seem insane to people. He does take pills for his anxiety and he takes anti-depressants. He believes it doesn't matter if it makes it worse or better. One day he was so tired of everything that he wanted to commit suicide right there in his bathroom. But he was so scared that he decided to call one of the suicide hotlines that were recommended to him. He didn't know why but he felt as if maybe someone could help in some way. Little did he know that this suicide hotline person would change his life~