Euphoria |h.s|
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emxobarker
Ongoing, First published Jul 16, 2020
adult-contentanxietydarkdepressiondrugaddictiondrugsexplicitlanguagefanfanfictionharryharrystylesheroinmatureaudiencementaldisorderromancesoloharry
tw// graphic drug use, mature content, language and themes

Cherry has problems. Drugs and grief and loneliness consume her and she doesn't know how to fix it anymore. 

Meeting someone who's thoroughly good in and out might help save her, but is she strong enough to let go and let Harry help change her for the better? Or will she fall deeper down the hole she's already trying desperately to crawl out of?
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