100 Days gone

day 1
I woke up without you beside me this morning I figured you were just making breakfast luke so I stayed in bed but I didnt sleep I sat in the silence. thats all there was. silence. no clanging of pots and pans in the kitchen. your angelic voice singing to yourself as you work wasnt either. I became frantic and worrisome. thats when I jumped put of the bed and ran into the kitchen. you werent there so I checked the living room. you werent there either so I made my way to the bathroom, and there you were. on the floor. cold and pale instead of tan and warm. you were always warm. your blue eyes closed, never to be opened again... and all I could wonder was
why did you leave me....