Birthday boy (DISCONTINUED)
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▷Sometimes it just felt like enough. He might not be able to take it anymore, but he tried. He can't give up now, he has to live for his mother. He has to prove Kacchan wrong, even if everything he said was correct. It would be easy to let go. He wanted to, oh how he wanted to. The constant voices in his head telling him off, the loud yelling of his childhood bestfriend, the nightly terrors. He's already overflown. "I wonder how long it'll take for me to finally sink."◁
(The start of the story is quite rough since I had no idea how to properly write back then)
✎Writing: ☐
✐Completed: ☐
!!!THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED, but there really isn't a proper plot so you can still read it in my opinion without feeling left on edge!!!
♡Dabideku♡
♡Dadzawa♡
☹DISCLAIMER! THIS STORY INCLUDES MATURE AND TRIGGERING THEMES!☹
⇨Verbal-and physical abuse
⇨Rape
⇨Death
⇨Suicidal thoughts and tendencies
⇨Depression
⇨Bullying
⇨Self harm
⇨Kidnapping
⇨Other
⌦Started: 7.20.2020 / 20.7.2020
⌦Ended: -
▊The MHA/BNHA universe and the characters mentioned in this story are not mine, nor will I ever claim them to be. They both belong to Kohei Horikoshi▊
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