Unstable
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Ongoing5m
Last published Fri, Jul 17, 2020
WARNING! SENSITIVE SUBJECTS ARE INCLUDED IN THIS BOOK. IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, SELF-HARM, ANXIETY, OR ANY OTHER MENTAL ISSUE I RECOMMEND NOT READING ANY FURTHER.
- Four figures appear behind Dr. Silenski's chair. "Go away," I tell them mentally. They all giggle. I sigh and look at the Doctor. "You seem to be distracted Mashall. You keep looking behind me..." She turns around and looks straight through the figures. They all laugh and appear beside me. Dr. Silenski faces me. " Did you see something?" she asks. I rub my eyes. "No...i didn't see anything. Sorry."
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