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I'm not sad anymore.

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Parts 9
Time 1h 36m

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Austyn James is a gay, teenage boy from the UK, who has moved the the US after the tragic death of his mother, 3 years ago. After leaving his father in the sunny city of L.A. , he took a 5 hour and 30 minuet flight to New York City, to study what he loves most. Music 

When he arrives at his new college, he is full of anxiety, sadness and feels slightly out of place.

But all that changes when he meets Ryder Anderson. A boy with two different coloured eyes, clear skin and dark brown messy hair. 


This story follows the epic journey of Austyn through his collage life in the US, how he meets new people and becomes a more confident human being. 

I hope you all enjoy!!!❤️

(Just a little side note: Austyn and Ryder mean a lot to me, and so does all the other characters. Being part of the LGBTQ+ community, I know that it can be a struggle, as unfortunate as it is, and I wanted to shed some more light on the LGBTQ+ community. Love is love. Don't ever be afraid of who you are❤️ L x)All Rights Reserved

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