I'm not sad anymore.
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laurenwilson164x
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Austyn James is a gay, teenage boy from the UK, who has moved the the US after the tragic death of his mother, 3 years ago. After leaving his father in the sunny city of L.A. , he took a 5 hour and 30 minuet flight to New York City, to study what he loves most. Music 

When he arrives at his new college, he is full of anxiety, sadness and feels slightly out of place.

But all that changes when he meets Ryder Anderson. A boy with two different coloured eyes, clear skin and dark brown messy hair. 


This story follows the epic journey of Austyn through his collage life in the US, how he meets new people and becomes a more confident human being. 

I hope you all enjoy!!!❤️

(Just a little side note: Austyn and Ryder mean a lot to me, and so does all the other characters. Being part of the LGBTQ+ community, I know that it can be a struggle, as unfortunate as it is, and I wanted to shed some more light on the LGBTQ+ community. Love is love. Don't ever be afraid of who you are❤️ L x)
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"Jonah. Please. You have to listen - I try to plead with him, to make him understand, but how could I? I grab his arm before he can turn around, pulling him towards me. I place my hand gently on his neck before pulling him in for a soft kiss. At first, there's no movement. I'm afraid he might pull away, making me regret my actions. Instead, he does something unexpected. Jonah leans into my embrace, wrapping his strong arms around my waist and pulling me flush against him. The feeling is unlike anything I've ever felt before. He laughs. The sound is so sudden and sweet that it makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine. How deep can one white lie truly go? Ryan Anmoore had every guy's dream. Star quarterback of the football team, Girls answering at his every word. Scholarship after scholarship. Life seemed perfect... right? After a tragic event with his best friend Max Newcrest, he loses everything, reducing him to an outcast. A nobody no one cares about. Life seems like it's truly over. Jonah Newcrest is the youngest brother, constantly living under his older brother's shadow. All he wants is his own identity. His own life What happens when these two meet? Will they fall? Or will the lies destroy everything? ⚠WARNING⚠: THIS STORY CONTAINS BOYXBOY SMUTT AND ROMANCE

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