Sick Love
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 48m
  • Reads 149
  • Votes 17
  • Parts 5
  • Time 48m
Ongoing, First published Jul 18, 2020
Mature
Kylie Skeval, recently moved out on her own after enduring years of violent abuse, family deaths, and memory loss. 
     Unsure of whether she really wants to know what she's forgotten, her life is quickly sent spiraling into chaos when she becomes aware of her stalker. 
     Jack Besel is deep in an obsessive love for Kylie, and he's been watching her closely as he waits. He waits for her to succumb to the love he knows she can feel, somewhere deep and buried within her soul. He refuses to let anything keep them apart. 
    She is drawn to him, despite the paranoia and distrust that's always clouded her life like a heavy fog.
     She wades through self doubt and fear, for a chance to feel something other than pain and hollowness. She would risk even her own life to fill the emptiness that haunts her soul.
     Kylie wrestles with her strange, distorted morals and the growing hunger for violence, which she isn't sure she can keep from boiling over much longer. 
    Even sleep is a morbid prison of fear and agony, and she starts to doubt that she can even trust her own mind when there's so much she can't remember. Balancing on the edge of reality and delusion, He is the only one able to pull her back over to reality.
    Jack always leaves her wanting more, always holding something back. He wants her to give him her trust,  before he'll give her his secrets.  But Kylie is determined to find out what his secrets are, no matter the risk it entails.
   He is everything she has always longed for so deeply, but she's afraid to get her hopes up, as it seems impossible that anything good could really last in her broken poisoned life.
    Maybe only someone even more twisted and unhinged than her, would be enough to bring her sick heart to life. 

*Disclaimer: contains graphic violence, sexual content, self harm, child abuse, mental health issues, death, dub con.*
    Some themes may be triggering, but I wanted to include them, as a survivor of child abuse and self harm.
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I could still feel the numbness in my limbs and the piercing pain on my shoulder as I tried to adjust my eyes to the light. There was a constant banging sound in my ear and it was slowly fading away. My vision was blurry and as i adjust my focus, i saw all four of my so called brothers in front of me. They all looked.....worried. I was still not used to their insane acting skills because for a sec i believed it. Maybe I was deceiving myself. What if they actually cared? Before i completely lost it i woke up and tried to pull the plugs and syringe in me....and to say I regretted it was an understatement. Raffaele immediately held me and Damian was screaming for the doctor. I snapped and pushed him away. I didn't know why I was in an hospital. The last thing I remember was holding a gun against my head. "Where is he" The first person I looked for as soon as I woke up was him but he was no where to be seen. I was scared for him, my brothers were capable of doing anything. "He is dead" I couldn't make out who said it because as soon as I heard it my world went black. **************************** Amelia was deceived her whole life. The man she thought was her father was actually her kidnapper. She was locked away from the world her entire life and the constant abuse was all that she could remember . Years later, her brothers comes back to get her after finding out their long lost sister is alive...... But these brothers can't keep their little princess to themselves for long. Lucas Hermandez. To him Amelia is his light, the only one who can tame this demon. The moment when she went missing he turned the world upside down trying to find her. He'd burn the world if it meant he could find her. What will happen when he finds out she's back? Amelia's determined about one thing - never to trust anyone again, and her brothers are reluctant to win back her trust. She is no longer the sweet girl they once knew. ********************