Life
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Hey,We all break down as some point of our life..first everything seems some alright then all of a sudden you're not fine .
people ask you how are you?you say am fine when really your're hurting deep down but can't show it
you know nothing is okay with you,you cover up your pain with a smile and cry alone at nights.
Even if you try talking to your friend they wouldn't understand you're breaking deep down but can't show it.
Then this book is for you you definitely didn't find it by mistake.
Not like every normal book. just a collection of thoughts on my view about life.
More than just a book it's who I am
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****ALL CREDIT TO THE PHOTOGRAPHER OF MY BOOK COVER**** The voices in my head tell me it's okay. They say I'm allowed to hurt myself. I'm allowed to create paintings on my skin with razor blades. These monsters in my head are my friends, not my enemies like people seem to think. I don't have a mental problem like my father seems to think. I'm not a freak like my brother thinks. And most importantly, I'm not dead. Why am I not dead? I deserve to die. I'm not worthy of the breath that fills my lungs. I should be dead. But I'm not. And there is only one reason why.
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