Its been 5 years. 5 years since I ran away. I miss him so much even after all the horrible things he put me through. I tried moving on by going on dates, joining a dating app and getting set up with friends but none of them seemed to erase him from my mind. It also dosent help that I see his face in my son everyday. My son is the best thing to have happened to me. Carter Lorenzo Sterling, he is the light of my life , my reason to live, my Everything. My son is just like his father. Hot headed, moody and protective of everything that is his. His father was after all the crime lord of New York and a ruthless one at that.