Wanting

If anyone at any point in your life were to tell you that it is a gift, please listen.
I made the mistake of not doing so and because of that it had cost me my freedom.
I did not understand why what happened to me happened.
I was taken from my home on my 18th birthday by a woman who said that she has been waiting for me to be more of age.
I lived with that same woman for several months now and still try every now and then to escape her but each time I do so, punishment is earned.
I did not know what that woman found to be so interesting my stomach and waist was larger than the other woman in movies and books, I wear nerdy like glasses because of how terrible my vision is, and I never really cared much for things that a woman would like to do. I would much rather want to hang out with the guys than with the girls.
I am listening and holding onto the advice that my mother gave to me the more time that I spend with my kidnapper. I am alive today even after countless of attempts to run away.