Maybe it was a mistake to embark on this journey. You stare at the boundless ocean, an overwhelming blue from above the horizon to below. As it is the only thing you see for days on end, you begin to be somewhat familiar with the fickly nature of weather and water. Whatever the sky wills, the ocean follows; through the folds of storms to the idyllic streams of sunlight, they become synonymous to each other. For now, the wind has reached a standstill which left the ocean to be unusually slack.
Distantly, you remember how alluring the ocean was from the shore, how it beckoned you to venture forth to new lands, only to gain the opposite effect once you waded too far inwards. It stares back at you with double the intensity, reinforced with an eerie calm.
You think of your easel at home, situated by your bedroom window. You feel the itch to etch its emptiness felt deep from the pit in your stomach across the blank canvas spread. To let go of the grip of the unwavering blue, lapping against your boat, teasing to swallow you whole, and trap it into a tangible form where it will forever reside in the finite dimensions of length and width.
Ah.... but there are still some ways to go.
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If you want more art from me, I have some in my spam book in chapters 3, 41, 46, 48, 52, 56, 61, 62.
I might spontaneously delete this book.
A broken marriage.
A new job.
She works as a Personal Assistant on the ForNoah Youtube channel.
Noah is on the autistic spectrum and she fixes things for him.
He's a shipwright and creates beautiful works of art.
She's a woman starting over who meets a man trying to start.
This is their story.
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"Having Asperger's is like being a tiny sailing boat in a big stormy sea," Noah says in his deep voice.
"A boat like this one?"
"Yes, except the sky is dark with storms all around and huge waves."
"I don't like storms, I go to mom's room when a storms come and..and," he frowns at Noah, worry spreads across his little face. "You should go to my mom's room when storms come. You can hide under the covers. She says it's ok for big boys to be scared sometimes." Noah holds his breath in a valiant attempt not to laugh.
"Eh, baby, he's a bigger boy so, he braves the storms," I say to him.
"But the sea is real big mom." His wide eyes look around the boat. The big blue sea goes on for miles in both directions, not a soul except for Noah, my son, my daughter, and myself.
He's right it is lonely.
Trailer: https://youtu.be/58YzpNLICrs
Trilogy - in progress
*COMPLETE* - Book 1
*COMPLETE* - Book 2
Coming Soon - Book 3
I hope you enjoy the book.