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"But Leah never even shed a tear, her face was completely blank. I don't know if she is numb or in shock but it's weirding me out. I've never seen Leah so calm in my life."
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Leah Davis is numb, so numb that she seems Calm to everyone around her. Too calm for the situation she's in. Everyone is telling her that it's okay to cry and it's okay to be sad. Leah wishes she could just let it out but she can't, she's numb, closed off.  She's like a locked safe with a missing key. Is Harry that missing key?



{BOOK 2/2}

started 10/4/20 ~ 6/11/21 

*WARNING* 
IF YOU HAVEN'T READ ANXIOUS GO READ IT RIGHT NOW!

BEST RANKINGS:
15 in #harry
2 in #styles
12 in #direction
22 in #calm

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Anxious [H.S] by onlyangelrep

"Why are you asking me these questions?" I say, I can feel a panic attack coming on. I close my eyes taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out. I don't care how stupid I look. I don't want to have a panic attack in front of him, I've never had a panic attack in front of anyone before. "Well I can tell how anxious you are," he states, pointing to my shaking hands. "And I thought maybe I can help distract from whatever is making you so nervous. Are you like this all the time or is it just me?" he continues. "No, trust me it's not you, I'm like this all the time," I say, my voice now shaking. I feel like I could cry. ~ ~ ~ Leah Davis is a very anxious girl. Anxious to the point where it makes it hard for her to open up to people, in fear of getting hurt. She meets Harry, a confident rock star, at least she thinks he is. He takes her on a wild ride of figuring out how to be open with people. Will she ever be fully open with Harry? {BOOK 1/2} started 7/14/20 ~ ended 10/4/20 BEST RANKINGS: 1 in #harry 1 in #styles 1 in #one 1 in #direction 1 in #anxiety 2 in #onedirection ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @cryinginacoolway_132

Lost and Found || Punk H.S by _a__l_

Andrea Rose Andrea lost her memory four years ago, and has yet to get answers. What caused her to lose her memory? What was life like before? Was she ever happy? Harry Styles He lost everything four years ago and has finally returned to where he once belonged. Harry is back with his family again. And his friends have decided to join him. But what about his love? What about his only happiness? What happens when these broken high school seniors discover each other? Will what they lose be worth what they find? Find out in Lost and Found. This story contains mature content such as self harm, suicidal thoughts/actions, and abuse. Yes, this is a trigger warning. You've been warned about these triggering topics, please don't ask for more warnings. APOLOGIES ahead of time, this was my first book and there are a lot of mistakes and extremely cheesy moments. Thank you for reading. || complete ||

Flower Girl | h.s. by sushirrrry

When struggling waiter, Harry Styles, meets college student, Daisy Miller, it seems that all's well that ends well. Well, from the outside, anyways. While being a waiter, Harry is also the guardian to his two younger siblings when his parents weren't able to continue caring for them. His world is now filled with teenage angst and growing pains while he just wants to be a normal, 26 year-old bachelor on the dating scene. Daisy Miller is a undergrad student with no worries in the world. Young, wild, and free to do whatever she pleases with her friends and her sister in sunny California. Their pasts have been kept close to each of them; trauma and an abundance of hardship that have caused them detriment and to learn the real meaning of survival in different worlds. Daisy and Harry soon learn that while it seems easy to plan their lives together... there's a lot more in the way than they originally thought. Or, simply put: the one where Prince Charming and an angel meet in a bar. Started: May 2022

Tough Love by rikkirocks

Emma Samuels moved to Holmes Chapel in Cheshire from Buffalo New York three years ago. She's been dealing with social anxiety her whole life but thanks to a certain green eyed, curly haired idiot named Harry Styles it's only gotten worse. Harry and his friends, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn have bullied her ever since she moved there. Everyday he teases her, and treats her like dirt and she hates it. All because she's a bit over weight, and her anxiety disorder. One day, Harry makes a bet with his friends that he can make Emma fall in love with him by the end of the year and when he does, he'll break her for good. But what happens when a connection grows, and Harry realizes that he and Emma aren't as different as he thought. Will Harry fall for Emma, or will he crush her once and for all. "I don't get it Harry. You've hated me for three years. Hell you hated me eight hours ago, what changed" I said just above a whisper. He grabbed my arm and spun me around and pinned me against the wall. His chest was against my back, I could hear him breathing heavily down my neck. I squeezed my eyes shut waiting for him to slam my head against the wall but I felt his lips pressed to my ear instead. "Maybe I realized something" he whispered in a low raspy voice. "w-what" I said trying to be strong but failing miserably. "I have strong feelings for you Emma. I always thought they were negative but" he spun me around and put one hand on my hip and the other on my shoulder and slammed me into the wall forcefully "But now, now I'm not so sure" TRIGGER WARNING: book contains foul language, abuse, talk of self harm and signs of severe anxiety. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!! ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

Look at Me - H.S. by DayrToDream

As a thirty two year old fan of Harry Styles, Cassie is used to the eye rolls and groans whenever she mentions his name. What they don't know is that this man has saved her life. When she's drowning in her own mind, it's his voice that brings her back to the surface. After sending a letter that she almost immediately regrets, Cassie assumes it's ended up in the wrong hands but when she forms an unlikely friendship with a stranger, Cassie's life starts to change. Time after time she is reminded of what the people closest to her, think of her. If only there was someone who could help her realise her true self-worth. A love story of a different kind. * * * * * * * * Excerpt: "I didn't mean it! Please believe me. Please don't leave" I plead with everything in me, she can't fucking leave, not like this. Still with my hands on her shoulders while standing behind her, I feel them slump as she sighs. Slowly she starts to turn towards me, all the while looking down at the floor with her hair hanging down around her face so that I can't see it. "Please, stay" I whisper, squeezing her shoulders softly. "Please."

18 Going On 30 || h.s. au by hotgirlharry

They've known each other since they were eleven, inseparable best friends for as long as they can remember, but long distance and spotty behavior causes them to lose touch after graduation. When Maddie and Harry run into each other again ten years later, what happens when feelings that were pushed away begin to resurface? EXCERPT: "How about this..." He suddenly gets an idea, a bold one, but he can't help but share it. "If neither of us are married by thirty, let's get married." Obviously, she'll be married by thirty. She's perfect, and any man who's as dense as a rock could see it. Surely, someone will sweep her off her feet and put a ring on her finger in the next twelve years, it's inevitable with the type of person she is. Deep down he wants it to be him, but he wouldn't dare make a move that could ruin the strongest friendship he's had his entire life. Maddie finds herself smiling at Harry's idea, she loves it. It won't happen though, because some girl in the future is bound to fall in love with Harry and his kind heart, and he'll be head over heels for her too. It's inevitable that someone will fall in love with his dimpled smile and caring soul, and even though Maddie already has, she wouldn't dare make a move that could ruin the strongest friendship she's had her entire life. The age of thirty is twelve years away for them, it's too obvious that nothing will come from this harmless bet. "Deal." "Really?" Harry raises his eyebrows, amused at her response. "Really." They shake hands just as the song comes to an end and another one begins. But Harry doesn't let go of Lainey's hand, instead he catches her off guard by spinning her under his arm and dipping her. "You better not fall in love then." STARTED MARCH 2021 COMPLETED OCTOBER 2021 *NOT TO BE ASSOCIATED WITH THE REAL HARRY STYLES OR HIS CAREER*

Anxious || Harry Styles by fadoraharry_

Anx·ious: Full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried. Joelle Collins has social anxiety, panic attacks and general anxiety. She's very shy and has no one to categorize as a friend. She avoids talking to anyone and everyone because of her disorder, and it doesn't help her one bit that some people in her school pick on Joelle since she is so timid. She feels like no one understands her and her mental disorder and she wants just one other person to be there for her besides her mum. Harry Styles is another teenager that is battling the same mental disorder. Except the difference is that his anxiety is so much more severe due to a traumatizing experience. It was so extreme that it lead to him moving to London. Harry is the boy that always sits in the corner of the room. The boy that no one notices and pays attention to because he is that antisocial and reserved. He feels like all hope is gone and can't get his old life back before it happened. They say that opposites attract but what if someone alike is who they really need? fan fiction #142 ; teen fiction #266 © 2014 fadoraharry_ All rights reserved.

Infinite || HS ✔️ by fuckerings

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Harry Styles Fanfiction - Remember Me? by harrystyles_stories_

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"I was hiding in doubt till you brought me out of my chrysalis...and I came out new...all because of you." Josephine McArthur is well and truly lost. After completely uprooting and changing her life she is left unsure of pretty much anything. An unexpected friendship tilts her already unsettled life on its axis, and she's just holding on for the ride. Jo is living all of our dreams when her idol becomes her best friend. Sleepovers, parties, Sunday breakfasts, and a world tour? Jo can't stay wrapped in her comfort zone for long. "Caterpillars are born with everything that they need to become butterflies...bit-by-bit they unlock information from the caterpillars cells...the butterfly's new self forms inside of the chrysalis." . . . . this story contains mature themes including sex, drugs, assault, depression, death, talk of suicide, anxiety and adult language.

Weightless (H.S. BWWM) by writerbynature

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Diana(#Wattys2015) by Cuddly_Harry_Styles

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Agitated Afternoons// h.s by Justeen_96

Final Book In the Sleepless Nights Series "I need you." "Harry.." I whispered as he leaned against me. I didn't want to push him off. I wanted to stay like this, pressed up against him but we were in a public area. Someone could recognize us and snap a photo. "I need you now more than ever." He continued, moving his head closer to mine. I breathed in. Our lips were an inch apart. He slowly closed the space between us. Soft and warm. I didn't fight it and as I wrapped my arms around his neck, his went around my waist. I didn't want to let go of him, of this moment. Harry was the love of my life, I knew this. So why was everything trying to keep us apart? ---- Another year has come and gone and yet, Terra and Harry are not together. Publicly that is. They're madly in love but not "together". For all intents and purposes, Terra is Harry's best friend who is rumored to already have a boyfriend who is not Harry. And since Harry is running around with Kendall Jenner, Terry shippers are slowly falling off the bandwagon. With a third tour under their belts, the boys are in L.A finalizing the last couple of songs for their album, Four and preparing for another tour. But tensions are rising high, not just between Harry and Terra but the entire band. Fame is suffocating the boys. It feels like everything is falling apart and as the summer sun beats down on all of them, they're all left with some pretty agitated afternoons. #1 Sleepless Nights #2 Restless Evenings #3 Disturbed Dawns #4 Misguided Mornings #5 Agitated Afternoons

Loved You First (HARRY STYLES) by iivoraii

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The Weeks Between • HS by ChsngLilies

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Adore You [H.S] by xxstyles_lovexx

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Anxious [H.S]

"Why are you asking me these questions?" I say, I can feel a panic attack coming on. I close my eyes taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out. I don't care how stupid I look. I don't want to have a panic attack in front of him, I've never had a panic attack in front of anyone before. "Well I can tell how anxious you are," he states, pointing to my shaking hands. "And I thought maybe I can help distract from whatever is making you so nervous. Are you like this all the time or is it just me?" he continues. "No, trust me it's not you, I'm like this all the time," I say, my voice now shaking. I feel like I could cry. ~ ~ ~ Leah Davis is a very anxious girl. Anxious to the point where it makes it hard for her to open up to people, in fear of getting hurt. She meets Harry, a confident rock star, at least she thinks he is. He takes her on a wild ride of figuring out how to be open with people. Will she ever be fully open with Harry? {BOOK 1/2} started 7/14/20 ~ ended 10/4/20 BEST RANKINGS: 1 in #harry 1 in #styles 1 in #one 1 in #direction 1 in #anxiety 2 in #onedirection ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @cryinginacoolway_132