"𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚣𝚢" "𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞" Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of ones own 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓉... possible triggers: swearing, stalking, crime, blood and gore, mentions of drugs, alcohol, trauma, ptsd, depression, abusive relationships, weapons (specifically guns and knives), kidnapping, and manipulation