Numb
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Last published Thu, Dec 11, 2014
This is shit you only fantasize about on your loneliest nights. Never could I have imagined one breezy summer evening, stuck in an overnight shift I'd picked up and couldn't get out of, could've changed my entire life. I was your average 30-something recent divorcé. I'd spent the last dozen plus years in a loveless marriage and was ready for alone time. Me time. I was ready to dive into my life after being a mother 100% of the time to my 16 year-old son. I was ready to be free and sick of "love", wanted nothing to do with it. I just wanted to love myself. Find myself. Be myself. I would be slave to no one any longer. My ex-husband was a decent man; a simple man; a boring man. I'd wasted so many years of my life living with a room mate and now I just wanted some fun, that is until the night he entered my life and taught me how to feel. How to live. How to love. How to hurt. How to stop being numb.
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