trying to find out who i am and what i want from life
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forksandteaspoons
Ongoing, First published Jul 21, 2020
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this is kind of like a diary or smt. i don't even know really. so read it or don't i don't really care. i'm mainly doing this for me but the fact that there might be someone out there reading my thoughts and just understanding or not understanding me without even knowing who i am is kinda calming but at the same time pretty creepy too ngl. i'm not even that much into writing but i think this might be a therapeutic thing to do. my life's not really crazy or anything so this won't intrest anyone anyway...
all right let's have fun
achso ich werde manchmal englisch und manchmal deutsch schreiben immer wie ich grad lust hab.
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