Blue Doors

"Everything was blue in my head. Staring at the wall, the sun's rays kissing my amateur drawings, my playlist playing on shuffle. Everything was blue, just blue."
I broke down in my room with my broken pieces. I could feel my heart sinking in an endless pit. It was a constant feeling of numbness and pain together.
As i sat on the edge of the bed holding onto every breath, i realized, 'I love to love, but i missed myself'