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ini bisa jadi cerita
ini sebuah pemikiran
ini kumpulan keluhan
ini sebuah pertanyaan
ini sekedar perasaan
Ini bisa jadi pembelajaran
ini hanya tulisan
tulisan yang saya tulis untuk kenangan saya sendiri dan untuk melihat seberapa aneh pola pikir saya
Pikiran yang saya tulis ketika sulitnya menutup mata saat malam
Keluhan yang saya tulis karena sulitnya orang-orang memahami apa yang saya pikirkan
Sebagai 'reminder' agar suatu saat tidak melakukan hal yang sama
Sebagai tempat ditumpahkannya seluruh perasaan tak karuan saya saat menjelang tidur
Tempat berdiskusi atas semua pertanyaan tak masuk akal saya yang tiba-tiba muncul tanpa alasan
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