not happy.just smiling
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Ongoing9m
Last published Mon, Jul 27, 2020
this is a 12 year olds story on attempting to push away her negative emotions and show true happiness. in other words this is my story and kinda my diary? I hope you enjoy it and come along with my journey of finding myself.. oh also if you haven't noticed yet this is basically just a thing wherein put random notes and letters that I feel on some type of paper..
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