Does Mr Right Exist

Do you like him? "

"Does it matter? " I asked back

"Yes it does "

"Well sorry I don't think so " I started crying

"Because you don't want to " she said

"No because he has a girlfriend, because he's lying to me, because I don't have pussy to throw around, because he just wants to use me, I don't belong here and you know it Aditja . It hurts so much, I want him to love me back but it's just a dream, I'm used to it anyways, I accept the fact that he doesn't love me, I'll just keep my distance so he doesn't use me, I thought I knew him but sadly, his life is just a facade, he showed me what he wanted me to know and I can't swallow lies " I was now crying really hard so before Aditja could say anything I turned to go to my room but I bumped into Andrea

"Emily " his voice was emotionless, he didn't look angry, he looked as though he was in pain

"Leave me alone, I hate you OK? " I screamed

"That's not true " he said calmy

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