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Marriage. A bond made by ties of love, respect, trust and companionship. But not all marriages are blessed.

Mayra has suffered at the hands of her husband until she reached breaking point. Left alone to suffer in a house full of her family, Mayra battles every moment of her life as it comes.

Will Aamir realize his mistake or will the repentance of his crimes come too late, when all is lost and the secrets of the past are slowly unearthed, forcing them apart, and breaking Mayra's oft broken heart beyond repair?All Rights Reserved

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Dil e naadan #MissionDesi by Shabistaah

Marriage...a very beautiful word yet full of life surprises. If one gets married with the love of their life, then it's beautiful. But what about a forced marriage when a heart is already taken? And about the other one who's longing that piece of heart which is not hers? But no matter how hard you try, if love bounds to happen, then it will. But the question is...will these two hearts ever meet? Will true love ever win over hatred? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The story of Shehryaar and Zahra. Zahra's longing for his love and his denial for it. Will these two souls ever fall in love?

Protect my heart (On Hold) by authorscj

Let's meet again for the first time. Her mother shook her head, tears streaming down her face. "Who will marry you now, when people get to know you were left by Vikram?" Before I could even process what I was doing, the words left my mouth. "I will marry her." ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ Aarav Malhotra, I've loved her since I was fourteen. She was my best friend, my partner in crime, and she was supposed to be my partner for life. I was meant to make her mine. But she left. For twelve years, there was no contact. Now, she's my wife, and those feelings I had for her are still there. But my anger, the pain she caused, is much stronger than my love for her. I will make her suffer. She needs to understand how it feels to be broken by someone you care about. Anika Kapoor, I have always loved him. I still do. He promised to be with me in my darkness, save me from it. But he moved on. He never once looked back, and I was stuck in the memories of us. And now, he is my husband. He married me out of obligation. I try to hold on to the memories of the boy I loved, but it's hard when he's standing right in front of me, a stranger in so many ways. The boy who used to make me laugh is gone, replaced by an arrogant, irritating man. Aarav × Anika Will they get played by destiny, or will they fall in love, read their story to find out. TW: sexual content, graphic gore, infertility, sexual harassment

Second Chance by AtishrahWahi

Dev and Mahi. Practically strangers to each other. Their mothers, not so much. They are the best friends. Both of their families are not less than a family. For Dev, Mahi is his mother's Goddaughter. While for Mahi, Dev is her Saavi Maa's son. How did the dynamics between these two changed from being practically strangers to being married to each other? How did the day when Dev was supposed to get married to his six year long girlfriend, end up him getting married to Mahi? What happened between Dev and his girlfriend that left him wounded? What happened with Mahi years ago that she gave up on any happiness? Despite both suffered the heartbreak or much worse, they end up living under one roof but, in separate rooms. For next two years, as they decided, with no intentions to continue the marriage for life. As spouses for the world and their families. She has her own wounds. He just got his. Two people who gave up on love for their own reasons are yet married to each other. Will time heal them? Or each other's presence in their lives? Was it really love they gave up on? Or they will discover the true definition of love henceforth? Read SECOND CHANCE to know the journey of Dev and Mahi discovering new and deeper meanings of LOVE. And provide your valuable feedback to a learning writer.

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❝𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐯𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝, 𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲❞ 𝓐𝒹𝓎𝒶𝓃𝓉 ᥫ᭡𝒱𝑒𝒹𝒶 𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐬: - 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 - 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵, 𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳 - 𝘈𝘨𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘱 - 𝘚𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯 - 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘥-𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵 - 𝘚𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 - 𝘎𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨

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Tie The Knot | ✓ by myyyraaa_

A SHORT STORY (Completed) Invitations- Printed ✓ Event planner- Hired ✓ Attire- Purchased ✓ Honeymoon- Planned ✓ Grooming- Done ✓ Photographer- Booked ✓ STATUS: All set for the wedding. A big fat Indian wedding is incomplete without some drama. But till what limit can the drama go? That the bride is now married? Married to someone else? Hurt, was what everyone expected him to feel. But... The only thing he felt was happiness at this revelation now that there were chances of him to marry the person he always wanted to. Four lives, connected to each others in many ways. Their relations complicated and their egos problematic. None of them expected to marry the person they found themselves living with, one bold enough while one rude, one innocent while the other a gentleman. Can these four give their significant each other a chance? Or will the ego and hesitance destroy their relationship? Join the journey of these four, married under some inevitable circumstances only to embrace the sacred bond of marriage and them falling in love endlessly.

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MAQAAM by remixthestory

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Tied By Promise by bookxishq

MARRIAGE OF CONVENIENCE "You didn't trust me" Guilt wash over her when a tear cascades down his eye. He is crying for the first time. She is the sole reason behind his tears. "I am sorry" She lowers her eyes in shame. He steps closer to her gripping her forearm with his left hand. A shiver rolled down her spine not due to their proximity but due to the tension vibrating between them. She looks up and her heart crack in response as betrayal brims his eyes. "You claimed to love me but you couldn't trust me. Is our love so fragile ?" His words cut through her soul. The question felt like a mock. Question on their relationship. Question on her trust for him. Question on her lover for him. "I trusted you with everything. I strip off my every layer for you. I bared my soul to you. You are the only one whom I allowed to do this and I get this in return. If this is what love feels like then I don't want it" He left arms with a jerk and heaved a sigh suppressing the anger bubbling inside him. Hurt visible on his face and his voice held a mixture of anger and pain. She had never seen him this sad. This helpless. She hates to admit that she is the cause of it. "Adhyan please don't---" "You are,you were and you will be my responsibility. So there is no chance I will hurt you, it would be best If I go away " Two souls bounded by sacred bond. Tied by the promises of their grandparents. Will they be able to fulfill their promises ? Or break them by breaking each other ? Join their journey to know what the future holds for them.

Aarti- Just An Another Woman?|✓| by girlinthelights

Her eyes are swollen, still she looked beautiful. Her dusky skin is glowing due to the haldi that they applied to her in yesterday's ritual. "Mam, open your lips a little bit." Asked the beautician, that her to be husband arranged for her, saying she should look beautiful in their wedding. . . . . . . . A story of struggle, a story of pain, a story you can relate, a story you can see in many corners, a story that touches your heart! Join the journey of Aarti, where she struggles to find love, even though she is going through hell! ©All Rights Reserved

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