the feelings that we hide | SPENCER REID
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MatureOngoing3h 44m
Last published Tue, Mar 30, 2021
TW// abuse, mentions of r*pe, murder, etc.
Working at the FBI was probably the one thing interesting going on in Vanessa Rhodes's life. She lived alone and had no one other friends besides the BAU team since her college friends all chose different paths.
Struggling with an abusive relationship, it leads to a terrible tragedy that leaves Vanessa conflicted on everything. But that's only the beginning to multiple misfortunes.
Her and Spencer go through many on and off feelings. They can't seem to get anything right, partially due to how awkward they both are. Even Derek and Penelope with the occasional meddling doesn't help them. And maybe they will never get it right, maybe they will never get to call each other theirs and live a life with love and kids. Maybe they just never get the chance, thinking about the feelings that they hide.
[ set season 2 - season 15 and forward ] (flashbacks from s1)
currently writing for: season 3
started: 07/24
ended: -
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