Has It Always Been This Way?

Seungkwan ponders about Hansol. How long has it been like this?

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I die hard with verkwan but I'm also convinced that verkwan is dying and I wanted to write my emotions. Some of the things I wrote here may be canon, some of them may be my headcanons so keep that in mind. This is also kind of a character study thing cause I've always wondered how things were like from their perspective