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If I Were Gone

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family friendship hea multiplepointofview romance shortstory singlemom suicide

I never meant to be a disappointment to my dad or to destroy my parent's marriage, but now my mom and I are moving to a small town called Louisville over halfway through my senior year.

On my first day of school, some guy steals my first kiss in the cafeteria, and I meet a girl who probably has enough problems without adding me to the list. Overall the day was a disaster, and I can't help thinking that life would be better for everyone if I never existed in the first place.

This story is told from multiple points of view, and explores how the existence of one person affects the lives around them.All Rights Reserved

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