✵✵✵✵✵ When your life is unstable and you are left with unanswered whys, and then you gradually loose everyone you love leaving you with your miseries doubting whether there's even a bit of sanity left in you. What will you do if you were in that situation? ✵✵✵✵✵ Noor Abdullah is a teen with her own dreams, though she lives a complicated life. With a family like hers, achieving most of her goals wasn't easy. And with the mistake she accidentally did, everything seems to make her loose hope in her life. ✵✵✵✵✵ This isn't a book about happy endings,it is actually a tragedy and contains scenes with suicide or suicide attempts, therefore read at your own risk:) It also has a unique plot that is rarely written about.