Marshall is Andrew
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Last published Mon, Dec 7, 2020
Addiction is something that takes a hold of you.
Addiction can do two things. It can make you feel like your floating to the sky. You can barely feel your fingertips. You feel warm ,you feel loved.
But then it can be painful. Gut wrenching pain.
You feel trapped . You feel stuck. You feel hopeless.
When 18 year old Marshall graduated , his life could not feel more dreadful. He has no motivation to do anything . He doesn't even think he's worth the motivation. Marshall has always felt out of place. It's like very little emotions excite him.
He's lost.
Until he meets Tony.
Tony can relate Marshall on the feeling lost part.
Marshall begins to trust Tony feels as if Tony is his friend. Tony makes Marshall feel he's capable of something.
Tony is the leader of a drug ring. And Marshall had no idea what he was stepping into but he joined.
Meet three years of Marshall's life. Which contains drugs, murder, crime, sex.
And in the long term , love.
And through Tony's terms everyone in the ring goes by their middle names.
Marshall is now Andrew .
Tony is manipulative, controlling, abusive. He's the addiction that gave you a sense of purpose but also gave you your downfall.
Can Marshall escape the ring , escape Tony with out a scratch and be with the girl he loves?
Or will he completely embrace Andrew , and feed into his addiction more.
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