My Journey Through Discovering Myself
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Wed, Aug 5, 2020
Hello everyone, I am Ashton. I am currently, at the start of this book, 17 years old. Not only do I identify as a trans male, but ace and pan (particularly grey ace). This is a story, or documentation, of my journey through discovering myself and further on transitioning.
This book is for anyone questioning themselves or if you just need a safe space to let out your self expression. Everyone's experience is different, remember that while reading this.
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