behind the scene (deppressed deku)
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Izuku Midorya a name that is now only spoken by his mom and his teachers he hates the name deku but its almost like he wants to feel miserable.
Since young age he had hated himself for everything he had made happen around him it was all his fault kacchan hated him for a good reason.
this story is about what izuku really feels during his life in from middle school to ua.
WARNING contains:
suicide
self harm
smut
cussing
alot of deppressing stuff
and obiviously spoilers
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