loved and lost.
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  • Reads 125
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 13m
Ongoing, First published Jul 25, 2020
" hi "I greeted him as I hugged him
" did you get the promotion " 
"yup " he answered 
"oh my  God, congrats daddy " I say and hug him again, I'm really happy for him he really deserves the promotion. 
"thanks honey . I was also transfered, to the capital " he announced 
"washington "I exclaimed" Wow that's far " 
"I know but it's worth it" 
"that's means you'll be traveling a lot " I ask 
"actually we are moving "
"what !!!" I exclaim 
"it's more convenient for us and they're offering us a house and taken care of your fees in one of the best schools, I already accepted " 
"what about my friends, I have a boy friend dad and I'm not a child any more I'm 18 for heaven's sake "
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He packs the car and opens my door for me, and I smile at him.

"Thanks for everything , I had fun" I say sincerely and he nods but his not looking at me he is staring at my lips, I take a step back when he leans in

"What are you doing " I say placing my hand in his chest, my intention was to push him backwards but that didn't work so my hands just rested there on his sculpted hard chest that I can feel through his plain white shirt.

He shifted closer making me take another step back but the car stops me, off course the car is on his side, it's his car. 

"Justin, you can't kiss me, I have a boyfriend remember, I..."

"Shh" he places a finger on my lip sending cold shivers through my body. This was another side of Justin I hadn't seen yet, did I like it, hell yeah!.

"Just..." 
  It was slow and light at first life he was experimenting my lips, savouring every taste and feelings and I can't say I wasn't doing the same, he pulled me closer covering any inch of space between us, he deepened the kiss pushing me more against the car.

He pulled away first,resting his head on mine.

"I've wanted to do tht for a long time" he says and no sooner he is in his car driving off.

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His sunflower

42 parts Complete Mature

Skylar Hi, I'm Skylar, but friends call me Sky. Actually, I don't have many of them. I'm shy and rather awkward. I think too much and feel too much, all at once. I'm just a normal girl who goes to the university, and whose life is going to change after meeting...him. Ace Fuck off! I'm not telling you anything about me, you motherfuckers. My life is not your fucking business! ~ *WARNING! This story contains mature content, strong language and self-harm.* "You like it when I say your name, hm?" His voice was so soft. "Skylar" He said and placed a soft kiss on my neck. I closed my eyes and turned my head to the side unconciously, giving him better access. His one hand was still wrapped around my neck and the other one was on my waist, holding me tight. His mouth detached on my neck, giving it gentle kisses. It felt so good that I couldn't move or do anything. I was completely frozen. I never felt like this before. No one has ever had such influence on me. I couldn't pull away from him, even if I wanted to. However, his hand traveled down from my waist and went under my blouse and that was like a bucket of cold water. I opened my eyes and jumped back a little, instantly missing his warm touch. But hello?? I don't know him. And I'm definitely not that kind of girl who makes out with random guys at parties. He opened his mouth with wonder, I was sure he didn't expect such a turn of events. I stepped back, looking at him with my parted lips. "I...uhm...I need to go. M-my friend is probably looking for me." I said quickly, turned around, and left the room, leaving him confused.