emotions

dont tell me you'll get over it soon
because its not now

its not one day from now, one week from now.

my mind isnt made out of a clock.
i cant fast forward my emotions.

im not a surgeon,
i cant break my head in half
and remove my emotions.

soon could be a long time.
never, even.

but what matters is now,
and there's a massacre of emotions
in my heart and mind.

a.c.