When I Was 11 : MiChaeng

"It is not easy for me living in this life, not knowing who I really am and what I have. I can't remember my childhood, nightmares keeps bothering me and keeps me awake all night. I tried, I tried to remember but my mind refused. I even stopped chasing those memories that keeps haunting me and moved on but when I did, somethings missing. It took me a lot of courage to continue and get back, when the time passes by with no specific reason my memories keeps fading , but someone once told me, 'What your mind can't remember, when the right time comes your heart will.' but it confuses me even more." I said while fidgeting my fingers.

"You should have not leave Taiwan." Mom said plainly.

"We were worried about you when we got a call from your friend that you left without telling anything to your friend! But we let you do whatever you wanted to do, but it doesn't mean we're not gonna stop you! So please! For god's sake! Stop digging about your past! Aren't you wonder?! We kept out mouth shut! Because as your parents we don't want to see our daughter suffer again! We would not be able to handle seeing you not eating properly and crying all night, AGAIN! YOU SUFFERED ENOUGH FROM YOUR PAST AND IT RUINED YOUR LIFE AND OUR LIVES!." You could sense anger towards my Dad's voice. I could not raise my head afraid to meet his gaze towards me. The last sentence keeps repeating on my mind that made me wonder about my past even more.

YOU SUFFERED ENOUGH FROM YOUR PAST AND IT RUINED YOUR LIFE AND OUR LIVES!

YOU SUFFERED ENOUGH FROM YOUR PAST AND IT RUINED YOUR LIFE AND OUR LIVES!

YOU SUFFERED ENOUGH FROM YOUR PAST AND IT RUINED YOUR LIFE AND OUR LIVES!

Author's Note:

This Story is still on process you might encounter a lot of error like typographical error or grammatical error. Hoping for your understanding and patience. Please spread the good vibes around you. THANK YOU!

-only.me