The Breaking Point (Complete)-Shawmila
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  • Reads 17,195
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  • Parts 28
  • Time 4h 18m
Complete, First published Jul 26, 2020
I never wanted to leave Shawn, not the first time when I left for California to persue my dream, or the second time when I left after seeing him seemingly so happy with Hailey or even today but somehow it always seemed like the right thing to do, and as Shawn kisses the top of my head softly whilst wrapping his arms tightly around me I feel a darkness drawing in. The way he holds me tighter than he ever has before tells me that he feels it too.

Squeezing his fingers which are laced between my own I swing my legs around and sit up on the edge of his couch, I feel him moving behind me as he brings himself up to sit next to me

"Mila what is it?"

His voice is quiet, like he's asking a question that he already knows the answer to

"Today has been surreal"

"All of it or just us?"

"All of it. It feels like a dream... some parts have been more like a nightmare, but this... us, lying together like this, I couldn't have dreamt it, even in my wildest dreams"

He smiles at me and then his eyes drop to his knees

"Are you sorry?"

I ask the question not wanting to know the answer, if he says that he's sorry for what we've done he will destroy me in a way that I will never recover from, but pressing his lips to mine our foreheads meet as he whispers

"I will never ever be sorry for a second I spend with you"
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Shawn looked up at me. He did a double-take, and soon enough his cheeks were reddening and a smirk spread across his face. "What?" I asked him, worrying that I put my shirt on inside out or something else to embarrass myself. He shook his head. "Please don't hate me..." he laughed, his face reddening even more. I looked at him, confusion clear on my face. "I think maybe you should go look in the mirror," he said as he continued to chuckle. Curious as to what he was talking about, I quickly ran over to the full-body mirror that stood in the corner of my room. My jaw dropped upon seeing the red and purple marks that peppered my neck and chest. I turned around and glared at him as he laughed and shyly covered his face with the duvet. "Please don't hate me!" He jokingly shouted from behind the duvet. ------- Now Playing: "There's No Way" by Lauv & Julia Michaels