Finding November Grace
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  • Parts 63
  • Time 22h 26m
Complete, First published Jul 27, 2020
Mature
STORY 4
BOOK 2 of Loving November Grace

Five years ago I was swept up in this storm. 

The storm of him. 

And for a beautiful second, our clouds, they collided. 

Our skin hydrated. Loving the way the rain felt across our nerves. The electricity, the lightning burning us.

And this storm it broke and fixed me all at once. 

It tore down everything in it's path, destroyed walls and melted ice I thought was forever going to be inside of me, but it also nurtured my heart and I grew. I grew and I survived everything after; all the consequences of loving him. 

We survived.

I was left with memories, and imprints that only whispered to be heard.
 
And even they faded over the years.

I wasn't ever going to see him again and that was okay.

It was okay until it wasn't. Until it wasn't a reality.

And he walked right into my little coffee shop.

Because when two points are destined to touch, when paths are pushed together, forced to cross-

There's no rule that they only cross once.

If the universe wants it, it will always find a way to make the connection. 

Cole and I lost each other, and I thought that was fate, that is what was destined for us. It was the safest thing for us all. 

It still is. And that is fine. 

But when we did meet again, all those years later- it wasn't. Nothing at all was fine.

There are so many reasons why I should have stayed away, so many reasons why that fire, that fire should have gone out by now, and nothing but ash should be left.

Yet it burned. Us. Them. It was destructive and neither of us even wanted it. 

But. 

It's us.

Our hearts are old friends, our skin, etched with each other's fingertips.
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Addicted

73 parts Complete Mature

"You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts. "I love you," I whisper back. "Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me. Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible. "Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my neck and then he's above me again, his hands on my cheeks again. ... For 20 year old Alison Scott, love was never something she deemed herself worthy of. Not until he came along. With his tousled brown hair, lean muscular body and smile that ignited everything south of her body; he was unbearably attractive and intimidating to Alison. She thought he could never be interested in someone like her, until he was. Was living in the same household together with someone you want and need such a great idea? As they embark on this journey together, Alison discovers her own desires as well as all the secrets Isaac keeps. You will become addicted to Addicted. Warning: 'Addicted' contains graphic depiction of violence, sexuality, strong language, mature themes, and drug references. Reader Discretion is advised. BOOK 1: ADDICTED BOOK 2: CRAVED (in the making)