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"c'mon lena! you gotta talk to him eventually!" natalie said.
"i know but...he doesn't even know im alive!" i replied
"i doubt that's true! i'll talk to him!"
"no! nat don't!" too late! she had already walked over to the tall blonde boy.
"hey riker" she said.
"oh hi natalie" he smiled warmly.
"me and lena were going to go see a movie this weekend. wanna join us?"
"who's lena?"
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